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Currently learning how to drive & it’s honestly v unpleasant. It might be because my mom isn’t the best teacher though — she’s kinda stressing me out with how she treats me during our sessions behind the wheel. Hoping my official driving lessons end up being better because it hasn’t been fun as of late LOL like I lowkey wanna quit.

I’ll just try to approach driving in the same way as walking: If I wouldn’t ridicule a child for not knowing how to walk properly, then I shouldn’t ridicule myself for not knowing how to drive properly. Just like the child, I don’t have the experience others do yet.

my welcome home fixation is kinda dying now which is making me rly sad 😔 however It’s kinda giving way to me working on my ocs (which is fun!) I have ideas for a few long term original projects I want to pursue but it’s kinda intimidating (but when is it ever not lololol)

Still hoping to properly get back into welcome home though… maybe making a “how to write [x]” series on here? Which would mainly be a reference point for myself? Idk we shall see

they don’t talk about the constant internal monologues you do in recovery.. ​I be sitting by myself making whole YouTube videos in my head to cleanse away the self hate LOL

northernlion clips are literally the only thing keeping me going fr like this depressive crash has been unfathomably torturous but his stream highlights make me joyus!